Saturday, May 21, 2005

woosh.

chinese O's is in 9 days time.
not good.


Vogue 05 was good.


other than all my insecurities.


its no wonder why i'm never good with solos.


hmm.


but im working on it. although its not happening very fast.


so Vogue 05 was pretty successful. all thx to the ppl like the alumni- wejian. rickson. vincent. and zat. and joan. theres proably more..


i guess i pretty much overdressed. didnt see it coming. but hey. shima also mah, although she pulled it off very welll.


my fringe was so not suppose to be like this. the hairdresser lah. "its better not to have a parting. cause with one, you'll bald in time to come." just that she said it in chinese. and i didnt know she'll cut so much at the back. =( now i have to wait for it to grow all over again.


anway. kekang!! haha.. i'm reeeally touched. its very nice. i'm still going to post it even if you dun read it. haha.. thanx. like really. thanx. not just for the cup. i think you have helped me in more ways than i ever knew. even though there were bad times. but if there werent the bad times there wouldnt be good times mah right?


my shoutbox is so shouting out.. "evict me!"

Friday, May 13, 2005

from an email reeally long ago...

4e-ians will probably find this familiar..

GEORGE CARLIN post 9-11 (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing
that George Carlin - gross and mouthy comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent ... and so very appropriate post

9-11. A wonderful Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider freeways, but narrower viewpoints.
We spend
more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less.
We have bigger houses
and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time.
We have more
degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.
We have
multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values.
We talk too much,
love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes......
These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or just hit delete.

Remember, spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever. Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side. Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you. Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again. Give time to love, give time to speak, and give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

Thursday, May 12, 2005

awwful

arggggghs


i've got a teeerrible flu..


i've been rubbing my nose with tissue since morning.... and now its like water dripping out of my nose. feels as though swimming pool water went up my nose. but at least its not blocked, like this afternoon.


sniff


today's physic's wasn't too good. i forgot how to use a couple of formulas. Maybe the flu virus killed half my brain cells. hah, and if only that was the reason.


sniff


better rmb to bring more tissue tmr.


chinese O's is in 2 weeks and 3 days time. like how????? my chinese is so not up to standard.


i think my headache's going away. looks like [fast relief of cold symptoms ] Panadol Cold takes about 4 hours to kick in. but i'm still sniffling.


was just thinking about one of the random things mr chooi was saying during chem lesson

when you're in your 20s you study the opposite gender
when you're in your 30s you study babies
when you're in your 40s you study teenage behavoir
when you're in your 50s

kay, i can't quite rmb what he said after that.


can't imagine what will life be like 40 years down the road. especially for someone who has no idea where life's heading..


study hard first. get into a JC then think about it again? hai.


i think i wanna go TJ. but their uniform is not very nice. hah. can get in then say lah hor. i wonder if it'll be lonely if i go there. don't think ans or yimei wanna go there.

Saturday, May 07, 2005

Mother's Day Eve!

i bought my mum a present today! something i've not quite done before.. so i thot it was about time..


really wanted to get one that flowers. but the ones they had at pet safari were so ugly, and the cactuses were so small. so ended up getting a green green fern, with leaves that are really cute, for 9 bucks. i should have bargained. darn.


but just when i was thinking maybe if i complain bout it long enough to my sis, she'll reimburse me.. but even before i got repetitive over it, she said she would! shall actually. i have such a great sis.


hm. i think i might kill myself if my brother notices that i'm blogging and gets about reading my blog. he's unfortunately gaming behind me and the screens beside the com. i hope his game will keep him from noticing whats on the com screen.


wouldn't be going out to eat to celebrate mother's day tomorrow.. my mum can't eat anything else besides porridge and light stuff cause she's got to go for a op on her intestines. =/


nonetheless, i can't wait to give her the potted fern..


hokay! i guess either my brother wasnt that bent on teasing me about a blog, or he didnt notice the obvious when he navigated from my blog to his game cheat site.


somehow i think its the former cause he did it twice.


its making me nervous...

Friday, May 06, 2005

relieved

strange enough. i'm feeling happy..


i dun have to think about it nemore~ =))

riiight

im turning nocturnal.. i wonder if i'll turn into a panda too. but pandas arent nocturnal, and they're furry and cute..


hah. [refer to title]


the only time i won't fall aslp while trying to study would be about after 11.. thats not very healthy hor.


after effects of 'ling shi bao fuo jiao's..


i wonder if i'll get like premature aging of the skin..


i've got nth better to blog about.


translation area: 'ling shi bao fuo jiao's = 'last minute studying's