i've got 5 days.

now who in their right mind would have thot i wouldn't get a 6 for my combined humanities when i only had enough time to write one line for my 13-mark-essay, and my facts might not even have been right, considering the last time i read that sri lanka chapter was like 5 months before the exam.


i was so relieved i wanted to cry, when i saw the tabulations that the lowest my class got for combined humanities was a 3. i was soo so happy. esp when the whole class was so happy.
i bet they lowered their A1 band to like 60 marks.


but when i saw my result slip i was feeling all neutral. and the only thing i was thinking about is: now i have to decide. i really dunwanna break yimei's heart. nor piss her off.


YIMEI. i really really love you. like a whole lot. till the ends of the earth. but WILL YOU FORGIVE ME IF I DUN END UP IN SA?


now that im leaving MJ, i realise how much i love things in MJ.
like mr yeow and ms soh. they're like the greatest bio teachers ever.
and dr alfiani. the most fun-loving, exciting and interesting teacher ever.
and the wonderfully nice PE teachers. ms seah? i forgot. >.<
what if things in MJ is better than TJ. what if the teachers in MJ are actually better.
and i can't really bare the thot of going to that old school, esp when MJ's all nice and new. (other than the leaky walkways)
and i'll miss the eye candy.


now really. whats in TJ thats pulling me over? just because they're top 5? and jazreel might not even be there anymore. =((( major sadness. oh ya. the distance and convenience factor. for once in my life, i need not change buses to get to sch or home from sch. HHMMM.


i've never really thot i would acheive my examination goals.=]
i probably was too afraid of disappointment. but at least i aimed high. even tho i din expect high.


jialin's comparison table

ST ANDREW'S TEMASEK MERIDIAN

pros: [FACTS]

1. band is good 1.good school 1.nice clean toilets
   
2. big new school 2.teachers are good
   3. relatively new building

{FEELINGS}
3. fun 2. jazreel? 4. teachers n ppl
4. yimei n ansley
5. uniform


i've got no time. i shud just do it on paper. i'm going to cut my hair to sth exciting. i shud stick with instincts and go to T.


WOOHO. im finally going to get an exciting hair cut. other than the when i cut off more than half my fringe before vogue. >.<
they're going to dye my hair. but i'll probably have to have them dye it back anyway. how sad. i hope it doesnt spoil my hair.


and no im not stupid. at least not that, cause i dun really have to pay for it. its a haircut they're doing for a photoshoot cause my sister's fren working at a relatively high end saloon, is looking for a looney girl who'll let them cut her hair into sth wacko.


wish me luck.

wooohoooho.

tmr's the day. dunno what to feel really.

oh man. just read my previous post, to be reminded of the dilemma i forgot bout.

"leave it till when O results come out"

and now its here. but you know what? i bet i wun even get 11 pts to get into SA. so i should save the trouble worrying.

i reaaally REALLLY miss yimei. and ansley. and yvonne. and everybody else..

i know i should call ansley to catch up. but somehow she sounded like she had sth better to do the last time i called her eons ago. hahaa. and she didnt recognise my voice. but i think i was having a sore throat then anw, which i choose to believe.

ppl ask me how's life in mj?
and all i can really say is its not tooo bad.

during school's not bad. but after school's plain boring. cause everybody seems to go home after school. other than if they're having cca. but i love my bunch of cg mates lots tho. didnt have to hang out after school to be having fun..

band. hm. when will the stress be gone. lets just say now i feel like joining something else like badminton.

hmm. tmr'll be a hell'ofan exciting day~~~~