sunday 20 feb: met up with the others at night.. i was late. zz. cause i went to your notebook. then i took too long. hahah. mm. really wanted the green covered one but the thickness wasn't right.
monday 21 feb: suppose to meet you for lunch (porridge at chinatown?) but i ate brunch at home instead at 10am because my mom had left food for me on the table. went over to your place to study.. and we had curry rice at maxwell food centre at arnd 2pm. yum. you tiao and soya bean milk for dessert, while you had orange juice. you bought 2 rolls of popiah that turned out to be super spicyy. then i went for trg and missed the election rallying. hahha.
surprisingly (and very much coincidentally) met siying outside the gym along the corridor. so i didn feel tt embarassed about having to walk into the conference room when the meeting's already about to end. heh.
training wasn't too bad. did pyramid pullups. which just reminds me that i havent trained a single pullup since monday.
tuesday 22 feb: i lied that i was going to meet anh! i reeeeaaaally had to use as much time as i can get to do up your notebook.
went to eastpoint (and took one hour -.- ) to choose 2 pens; one black and one brown:) .
as expected the starting was the toughest because it could only begin when the planning has been finalised.
copied all the relevant blog entries, plus about 3 or 4 more of the book entries, and went to slp after that. time check: probably around 4am. or 5.
oh! i met you at 6.30pm to have dinner at ion! quiznos! which tasted reallyy good. and fresh. we walked over to cathay; thinking to catch a movie. time check 8+ pm as we were watching trailers. watched "what women want".
and the last 5 mins of "the king's speech". hahhahaha! well we caught the speech xD
nearly last train home. you told me you smiled all the way back home..
you said i'm easy to talk to.
so long as im easy for you to talk to.
230211, 0150: "the luckiest guy in the word"
wednesday 23 feb: felt bad because i knew you were at home and probably feeling ill. but i couldnt go see you :/ wrote and wrote i.e. copied and copied. till there's a big thick blister on my third finger (which is still sore) and my wrist was hurting; but i still carried on copying. around 12am? anh says: faster la!
hahaha. decorated, drew, chose;print;pasted, filtered, coloured, highlighted. yes finally finished at 5am+
the sense of fulfillment is incredible. DAMN HAPPY. went to sleep.
thursday 24 feb 2011:
happy valenthursday :):)
it's our valentine's week! ahhaha.
yay. met you in the morning. which i was late. sigh. went to rider's cafe for breakfast :) :)
your gift is so thoughtful. nothing i could have even imagined. ahhahah. really. out of the world; in the stars and moon!! ;D (literally.) 3 stalks of roses~
sigh weather was nice. but we walked out though. too bad couldn't go into the stables area to see the horses..
went to botanic gardens! so that i can pass you your gift. (yess-arh)
then you told me how could your gift compare to mine..
well i really thought yours was "damn up" what. handicraft!! while mine is er.. well, book. hahah. but after that i was really happy that my gift to you was what you felt the best thing ever.
read till the cow came home. (and looked like the heavens was going to rain down in torrents). we went to MARXX (Arteastiq Tea Lounge by Marxx) at mandarin gallery. (pomelo tea is nice! so sweet:) gelato and ice tea not so.. mm. but ambiance was.. greaatt.) the sweetest hang out place ever.
i teared. 2 tears was all tt left. you saw one tear. i wonder if you knew.. the reason why i "didn't want to know the answer".
"was i the rebound" you nvr quite answered the qns present across my entries.. somehow i felt that maybe i could sense the answer; since you didn't address them. i
i can't help but shake my head.
headed over to cuppage.
you thanked me for opening my heart to you; and for trusting you. as we sat there; along the walkway where tens and if possible hundreds could have walked past. we only sat for half an hour or so.
took a pict with a heart shape. yay x)
fantastic day. wished you were well, to have made it even better.
you smiled so brilliantly today. "the happiest guy today in the entire universe"
the most vibrant i've ever seen you smile at me.
250211, 0027hrs : "holding on to the hand of my most important person in my life the whole day today..next to me..who is the reason why i bear my phone with so much importance when you are nt with me.."
friday 25 feb 2011: HAPPY 2nd MONTH.
dim sum breakfast @ dhoby ghaut. (surprised you wore shoes xD )
head to your place. studied. webcasted. [2 songs exchanged. 'surprised i had one too:) ]
you went for tuition while i coloured.
had a fantastic talk with your mom. talked about alot of things. learnt ALOT of things. you, your brother, your sister.. about your mom too..
(thankful that your mom would share so much with me. what can i say. i feel so accepted into your family; parents wise that is. thankyou. really. your parents are wonderful.
your mom can get naggy though. like all moms.)
dinner was yum. neat. 3 of us. at the dinner table.
you make it so real.
something has changed. it's as though something had solidified overnight. words need not be spoken; msges need not be exchanged. as though theres now a direct synapse? nearly. maybe not quite but somehow transiently.. like a dotted line.
