nth-better-to-do

i have this sudden impulse to scream. out of the blue.


its either one, i lack sleep. or two, i'm stressed. or three, i've gone mad.


but i've had so much slp during the these 2 nights. so it can't be one.


kay this is really pointless. even if i complain all about my tutorials and how i never seem to be able to finish them. especially my chemistry tutorials which i never seem to be able to get about doing even 1/4 of it. aike. i so need a study timetable.


oh ya. my sister's fallen in love with sayomeds. the dog breed that looks quite like the japanese spitz.. and i have a feeling i might be hearing about how cute they are for some time to come..

AAHH. YI MEEI, ANSLEY. I MISS YALL SO MUCH YALL KNOW TT? QAZIM, CELIA, everybody. yanyan. kiatyun. jelisa. and jazreel. they are such joy. and i seriously wonder how's yvonne doing.


hai. i hate it that i miss out so much. but life still goes on.


:) it's been such a long weekend. i like~ and next friday most probably would be a holiday too!!!! yAAY. that means next week is only a 3 day school week!! hahaa.


hmmm. kay i know i wanted to blog about sth a few days ago, but i can't quite rmb what.


i watched Sin City today. which was such a fantastic show. very interesting~ graphics were extremely cool. would have been so worthwhile to see it in the cinemas. what with all the "comic book effect" effects. and alexis bledel, the gilmore girls girl, was acting as one of the hookers. ahahha. but she still had tt bit of innocence factor. and elijah wood was acting as a nerdy-looking woman-eating psychotic silent kong fu kicking killer. literally silent since he didnt say a single word throughout his appearence in the show. he was wearing these reflective glasses and was so geeky that i didnt even know he was elijah wood until i read the credits. hmm. i dun get what josh harnett's character's suppose to be. all he did was shoot a woman at the start and offer alexis a cigerrette at the end. bet he had less than 5 mins of appearence put together.


i better stay up and do my tutorials. tmr's going to be a play day... and all i've done these 2 days is 3/4 of a simple AP math question. >.< OH! plus edit my PI. lol. but its still not under 500 words..

volatile

now i know what yimei, ansley and all those around me during the past years in tms have gone through. my bloooody classmates keep telling me my voice is so TEH. at least once a week, they just have to say it.


whatever la. like i'm purposely doing it.


ahaa. its only when i raise my voice. at least. i hope.

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yesterday we were singing-cum-shouting nursery rhymes and chinese songs at the parade square, around 8 pm in the night. retarded. but it made the PT so much more enjoyable. haha. but i couldnt follow along any of the random chinese choruses.


and the sun was setting before that while we were lying there on the damp dirty gravelly parade square floor resting from the leg-lifts. and there was the blue, purple, red and orange, blended in whisps of clouds, over the school fence and seemingly far far away at the edge of the sky. very breathtaking. hadn't seen a sunset like that for a long time, esp one while lying on the openspace floor. or maybe its just that i havent seen one for a long time.


life would really be so much easier if i were to join band. no blisters no torn skin no exposed nerves after the skin's torn. no lying sweatily on the gross canteen floor. hahaa. PLUS i'll get to improve on my oboe playing.


but i'd think that theres no more turning back, however much i miss band. i could get used to it. defy gravity. :) plus the people are nice.


daaamn. alumni practice break till like 16 may. =X thats like FOUR WEEEEKS. omg.


kaaay. no freaking out. even though the psycometric profiling results said im volatile and i freakout in stressful situations...


xhee hooo xhee hooo.


does that sound like breathing in and out? ahaa
maybe blowing on the reed will prevent tone deterioration to some extent...