volatile

now i know what yimei, ansley and all those around me during the past years in tms have gone through. my bloooody classmates keep telling me my voice is so TEH. at least once a week, they just have to say it.


whatever la. like i'm purposely doing it.


ahaa. its only when i raise my voice. at least. i hope.

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yesterday we were singing-cum-shouting nursery rhymes and chinese songs at the parade square, around 8 pm in the night. retarded. but it made the PT so much more enjoyable. haha. but i couldnt follow along any of the random chinese choruses.


and the sun was setting before that while we were lying there on the damp dirty gravelly parade square floor resting from the leg-lifts. and there was the blue, purple, red and orange, blended in whisps of clouds, over the school fence and seemingly far far away at the edge of the sky. very breathtaking. hadn't seen a sunset like that for a long time, esp one while lying on the openspace floor. or maybe its just that i havent seen one for a long time.


life would really be so much easier if i were to join band. no blisters no torn skin no exposed nerves after the skin's torn. no lying sweatily on the gross canteen floor. hahaa. PLUS i'll get to improve on my oboe playing.


but i'd think that theres no more turning back, however much i miss band. i could get used to it. defy gravity. :) plus the people are nice.


daaamn. alumni practice break till like 16 may. =X thats like FOUR WEEEEKS. omg.


kaaay. no freaking out. even though the psycometric profiling results said im volatile and i freakout in stressful situations...


xhee hooo xhee hooo.


does that sound like breathing in and out? ahaa
maybe blowing on the reed will prevent tone deterioration to some extent...