AAHH. YI MEEI, ANSLEY. I MISS YALL SO MUCH YALL KNOW TT? QAZIM, CELIA, everybody. yanyan. kiatyun. jelisa. and jazreel. they are such joy. and i seriously wonder how's yvonne doing.


hai. i hate it that i miss out so much. but life still goes on.


:) it's been such a long weekend. i like~ and next friday most probably would be a holiday too!!!! yAAY. that means next week is only a 3 day school week!! hahaa.


hmmm. kay i know i wanted to blog about sth a few days ago, but i can't quite rmb what.


i watched Sin City today. which was such a fantastic show. very interesting~ graphics were extremely cool. would have been so worthwhile to see it in the cinemas. what with all the "comic book effect" effects. and alexis bledel, the gilmore girls girl, was acting as one of the hookers. ahahha. but she still had tt bit of innocence factor. and elijah wood was acting as a nerdy-looking woman-eating psychotic silent kong fu kicking killer. literally silent since he didnt say a single word throughout his appearence in the show. he was wearing these reflective glasses and was so geeky that i didnt even know he was elijah wood until i read the credits. hmm. i dun get what josh harnett's character's suppose to be. all he did was shoot a woman at the start and offer alexis a cigerrette at the end. bet he had less than 5 mins of appearence put together.


i better stay up and do my tutorials. tmr's going to be a play day... and all i've done these 2 days is 3/4 of a simple AP math question. >.< OH! plus edit my PI. lol. but its still not under 500 words..

volatile

now i know what yimei, ansley and all those around me during the past years in tms have gone through. my bloooody classmates keep telling me my voice is so TEH. at least once a week, they just have to say it.


whatever la. like i'm purposely doing it.


ahaa. its only when i raise my voice. at least. i hope.

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yesterday we were singing-cum-shouting nursery rhymes and chinese songs at the parade square, around 8 pm in the night. retarded. but it made the PT so much more enjoyable. haha. but i couldnt follow along any of the random chinese choruses.


and the sun was setting before that while we were lying there on the damp dirty gravelly parade square floor resting from the leg-lifts. and there was the blue, purple, red and orange, blended in whisps of clouds, over the school fence and seemingly far far away at the edge of the sky. very breathtaking. hadn't seen a sunset like that for a long time, esp one while lying on the openspace floor. or maybe its just that i havent seen one for a long time.


life would really be so much easier if i were to join band. no blisters no torn skin no exposed nerves after the skin's torn. no lying sweatily on the gross canteen floor. hahaa. PLUS i'll get to improve on my oboe playing.


but i'd think that theres no more turning back, however much i miss band. i could get used to it. defy gravity. :) plus the people are nice.


daaamn. alumni practice break till like 16 may. =X thats like FOUR WEEEEKS. omg.


kaaay. no freaking out. even though the psycometric profiling results said im volatile and i freakout in stressful situations...


xhee hooo xhee hooo.


does that sound like breathing in and out? ahaa
maybe blowing on the reed will prevent tone deterioration to some extent...

reminiscing

seems like i have a tendency to blog only once a month. =X

i miss the times we all hang around after school. yimei, ans, xw, lek, royce, celia, qazim, brian.

i miss it so much. i miss YOU GUYS so much. and somehow i feel like i miss yimei the most cause i can still feel our connection.

i feel like im going to cry. i can't seem to write much cause all i end up doing is thinking bout all the times we had each other by our sides.

there were so many times i wanted to call up yimei but only to end up realising its too late in the night when i've finally finished my work.

its not that i dun wanna call up ans, but chatting with her made me feel hurt. tho it was only that one time, i really dun wanna feel it again.

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seems like the friendships i've made in tj seem none as warm as those i made in mj. maybe it hasnt been 2 months yet. aha. have to have some faith.

eh yanyan. kiatyun. yall go out must call me kay? even if its out to study. but tues wed and fri can't cause of cca. =x omg. i forgot bout the mj soccer matches... i so need to ssee yall online.

i need to work on my inclined pullups. dun really wanna get kicked out of climbing. but its so sickening that the kids dun play at the playground but play at the fitness corner.

tj's oac training was horrrid. that one i went to 2 saturdays ago. the seniors seem so cold. other than that few. dun feel like blogging bout it le.

my classmate was saying the abrasions i got on my knees from doing pushups on the road was cause i stood under a tree and pretended to be a ghost that alpha house function night. and there are supposedly child spirits in trees. haha. o well. if it was true i hope its happy redy.

i looked like such a sad case really. haha. not being able to walk properly for like a week. and EVERYBODY looks at my wound. on the bus and on the way home. lol. then they have that weird look on their face.

aha. just makes me think about how my wounds were "pussing" that day after the stupid pushups. and the pus was like sluggishly trickling down. tts how serious it was kay. k, i can't really call it serious at all compared to ppl who stepped on land mines. it probably was infected. by the sea and stuff, contrary to ppl saying that the sea water is suppose to be antiseptic. unpolluted sea water would probably be antiseptic. not east coast park sea water. and everybody was itching when they got into the sea. it was so amusing cause everyone was scratching themselves. haha. now my knees look like they're balding.

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im so glad theres alumni practice. =)