i miss the times we all hang around after school. yimei, ans, xw, lek, royce, celia, qazim, brian.
i miss it so much. i miss YOU GUYS so much. and somehow i feel like i miss yimei the most cause i can still feel our connection.
i feel like im going to cry. i can't seem to write much cause all i end up doing is thinking bout all the times we had each other by our sides.
there were so many times i wanted to call up yimei but only to end up realising its too late in the night when i've finally finished my work.
its not that i dun wanna call up ans, but chatting with her made me feel hurt. tho it was only that one time, i really dun wanna feel it again.
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seems like the friendships i've made in tj seem none as warm as those i made in mj. maybe it hasnt been 2 months yet. aha. have to have some faith.
eh yanyan. kiatyun. yall go out must call me kay? even if its out to study. but tues wed and fri can't cause of cca. =x omg. i forgot bout the mj soccer matches... i so need to ssee yall online.
i need to work on my inclined pullups. dun really wanna get kicked out of climbing. but its so sickening that the kids dun play at the playground but play at the fitness corner.
tj's oac training was horrrid. that one i went to 2 saturdays ago. the seniors seem so cold. other than that few. dun feel like blogging bout it le.
my classmate was saying the abrasions i got on my knees from doing pushups on the road was cause i stood under a tree and pretended to be a ghost that alpha house function night. and there are supposedly child spirits in trees. haha. o well. if it was true i hope its happy redy.
i looked like such a sad case really. haha. not being able to walk properly for like a week. and EVERYBODY looks at my wound. on the bus and on the way home. lol. then they have that weird look on their face.
aha. just makes me think about how my wounds were "pussing" that day after the stupid pushups. and the pus was like sluggishly trickling down. tts how serious it was kay. k, i can't really call it serious at all compared to ppl who stepped on land mines. it probably was infected. by the sea and stuff, contrary to ppl saying that the sea water is suppose to be antiseptic. unpolluted sea water would probably be antiseptic. not east coast park sea water. and everybody was itching when they got into the sea. it was so amusing cause everyone was scratching themselves. haha. now my knees look like they're balding.
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im so glad theres alumni practice. =)
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