and after finding reasons not to like you, yet i think i still do.



saturday 23rd october. huiqi's fabulous hotel suite party.

                                   met you after that. thought you were waiting hahaha but its just that you were still out.
                                   sat and talked about random stuff along the river.
                                   you didn agree it'll be strange to get tog w someone one has
                                   known for so long. but it was subtle and we didn talk about it.
                                  cam whored at the bus stop. when you got too close it wasnt comfortable.
                                
sunday 24th october. nike run. i was late. the run was great.

monday. you bought me warm soya bean milk for reporting stats lecture in the morning. it was a chilly day.
you gave me a lunch box with peanut butter bread in it. would have been a lifesaver had i have had trg tt night.. 

wednesday 27th october. kaya + jam bread. started to think alot about things. something was bothering me and chris was on my mind.

thursday 28th october. steph i think you talked to me. made me feel better. realised what had been bugging me. i felt better that i've decided not to pass the msges to him but to meet him and talk face to face.

friday 29th october. stayed in the school library with you and suping till late to do remote sensing project.
                               it was 10pm plus. said you wanna bring me to have the ee mian, i knew it would be closed anw but you still wanted to give it a shot. we reached at 11 and ended up at chang jiang(?) (below the chinatown central w the famous fishhead.) had fishhead beehoon which was good. and porridge. dinner that night was unintentionally on you it seemed :X had said i'll return you the money on monday cause i had no small change but i forgot when monday came.

saturday 30th october. halloween party. i think i was too sticky cause i kept msging.
you had a sweet tongue that night. over sms. i wasn't quite convinced cause of the way you acted after that when i got into the cab. although it had only been one sms.

words were that easy for you.
i feel that they may not be the truth. words are just words. feels like you had said it just for the sake of saying it.

sunday 31st october. spoke to anh. spoke to brother.
i'm reconsidering my situation, and have decided to not be so gullible.



yesterday. you bought the big fourleaves bread. i hadn't really wanted to eat it but i still took it since you bought 2. wanted to pay you yet you didn want. -.- placed a bottle of 100plus in my bag. but i don't like drinking 100plus :X hahah. so you drank half and more.

-ran on the treadmill at cardio lab. that was quite fun. the lab ppl were uber nice. sharon, jason, zul.

today. you bought a tube of maom sweets. it was in my pencil box. i feel that you've been used to doing these kinda things in the past.